>>20213552I get up at a reasonably time, check some charts while having breakfast and doing some trades, cancelling some orders, etc. I masturbate to Mercy/Widowmaker futanari porn, sometimes Aeris/Tifa futa porn. Then I train a bit in home, grab some dumbbells while I watch maybe breaking bad or some japanese cartoon. I read something for a while, lately I've been reading some Ortega & gasset books . Have my lunch eventually, then maybe wasting time in youtube until I realize I've wasted so much time and maybe study some japanese. I fap again, watching whatever Pornhub logarythm recommends (mostly it recoomends bbc porn and literal gay and tranny stuff, (((they))) are brainwashing us slowly but surely) Then fap some more. I like how my penis feels when I cum but most of the days my peepee is sore for so much fapping, anyways then I dwell myself into depressive and suicidal thoughts despite doing relatively well in crypto. I have no purpose and no sense of belonging to any group other than NEETS. In weekends maybe I smoke some pot and fapping thinking of the women I knew back in my college years and exes, thinking how they are being blacked and crying in extasis and pleasure. I cum harder thinking of this while being high
