went out rucking (walking with weight) tonight saw an extremely BEAUTIFUL tomboy short hair glass-wearing young woman my heart was racing everytime I see her she was jogging so fast I tried to catch up but when I finally do our eyes meet for a second and then she instantly takes another path even doe she was literally jogging/walking this same path for 3 times already

I don't fucking know what to say why am I so ugly and fat and anti-female and unloveable and always 0% chance at successing at literally anything I hae myselff