>>20246713IT DID HAPPEN JUST A FEW DAYS AGO
I DID GET TOUCHED BY A LITTLE GIRL (NON SEXUAL, SHE WAS JUST A KID BEING CURIOUS)
FEMALES DO LOOK AT ME LIKE IM A DISGUSTING SMELLY BETTER-OFF-DEAD PIECE OF SHIT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY
IM TOO ASHAMED TO SHOW FACE OR PECKER OR BODY DUE TO THE EVER-PILING UP TRAUMAS AND EMOTIONAL DAMAGE I KEPT RECEIVING FOR AT LEAST 25 YEARS IN MY FUCKING WROTHLESS STUPID FUCKING LIFE
I ALSO STILL MISS MY SECOND EX GF (THE ONLY ONE I TRULY MANAGED TO HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP AND THE ONLY ONE MAYBE EVER LOVED ME EVEN JUST FOR A SHORT PERIOD) AND THE PAIN KEEPS ME AWAKE AT NIGHT EVER YTIME