>>20271112Satanism is pride. Pride was Lucifer's downfall and his dominant characteristic. Atheists reject God on what basis? Pride. They believe everything can be, will be, and should be understood by them.
Christianity is the polar opposite of Satanism. Christianity is a religion based on faith. Accepting that many things are beyond our comprehension. Being humble.
Nobody can tell you why you're suffering in this world. We can only guess. You became frustrated with this and decided to cope by taking it out on God, blaming him and demanding that he lowers himself to your level of understanding. Wanting him to explain something to you that you won't even be able to comprehend. Remember, you and I cannot even truly grasp the concept of "eternity".
In your pain what you really seek is the comfort of God. The world is scary. The world is frustrating. Don't blame him for he promises you life and happiness.