We live inside of perspectives that are paradoxical.
>energy can't be created, but I don't know/care where energy came from
>causality is real, but I can always ask "what happened before that?"
Existence being paradoxical is the norm. It's why, even though I believe that capacities and methodologies of action/comprehension/experience exist and either cyclically change, or get hidden/forgotten, true understanding of highest degree of structure either comes through forms of "nullification" that are either temporary or give you a realisation that there was "nothing in the first place". It's a scary concept, like death, but it would even go beyond death, which, itself (even if you hold to no religious/spiritual continuation perspectives) is a governed process by mechanical laws - decomposition, etc.
