>>20271834i think you can kinda insert whatever image you want to have of the poster, even if it doesn't represent who they actually are, and it's easy to become obsessed over a perfect ideal in an imperfect existence. i think it's also easy to think that you are who you are, and there's nothing you can really do about it, when in reality, this is but one persona which the self expresses through others' perception of you. like looking in a mirror and realizing that person isn't truly you, but an external manifestation of yourself. really, we go through many different personas and versions of ourselves throughout life, we aren't stuck to just a single identity no matter how much attachment we feel towards a specific way of being. i don't think there's anything wrong with you, but you may struggle against yourself when you compare your persona to other peoples' personas. it's all an illusion, a charade, a waking dream, so you can't take it all too seriously. like shakespeare said, "all the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players"
take it easy, fren.