My highest joys and satisfactions in life comes from physically pleasuring a woman/women. Women whom are very receptive and open to well meaning and good physical touch in general or who specifically wants to be pleasured and touched by me.
Preferably it should also invoke deep sexual pleasure, mentally and physically throughout her body as I touch her, not just a feeling of gratitude for the good touch that I give, even though that is great as well.
Any gradation of pleasure and receptiveness shown by the woman while I intentionally use my well meaning touch to pleasure her are all on the top of the list of what excites me the most and gives me the most joy in life.
I would either want a job where I can do this for many hours everyday or a girlfriend who understands and agrees with me on this point as well, from her perspective of being the recipient.
Only then I would be totally satisfied with life.
As of yet I'm a 33 year old kissless virgin who have never had a girlfriend but I do work as a massage therapist 20 hours a week in a clinic setting.

I get to work with a lot of different clients and the focus of the massage can vary.
From the company's perspective that I work for and the perspective of most of the clients has to do with pain relief and as a compliment to physical activity.
Some of the clients are on the range of receptivity that I talk about, as in my highest passion, and do display some of that deep pleasure.
If it wasn't for this work I wouldn't have known this about myself and while it satisfies me to some extent it also pains me to be so close yet so far from my goal.