try and finally win an auction on ebay because it's stressful and i just want to be over with it and i need to get a gift for my partner or else he will be super sad or even mad at me. then wash the taste of rubber cock out of my mouth because this fortified wine tastes awful, i don't know what they did to it. i'm also pretty sure the shitty apartment i live in is going to kick us out because my mom is a stupid whore who doesn't give a shit about life, and the apartment always gives us shitty two week fud notices to fill out some stupid bureaucratic nonsense in person, which i can't be assed to do anymore. in essence, i am hating life liberally. i am sad and stressed out for problems that aren't even mine to begin with. i only look forward to spending time with my partner and the one time of day the pigeons come to eat on my balcony. living is a sore fucking pain.
