>>20388806not op, but i don't think you're cooked. i think you may just be lonely, and find porn to be an acceptable outlet for this. i don't think you should focus on seeing relationships as your metric of success, you should probably just try and help yourself make new friends. you probably know better why you're lonely though, for me, it's because i try and shut out everyone around me and prevent myself from getting to know anyone on a personal level inorder to avoid having my feelings be hurt if it turns out they don't accept me.
