>>20397786I enjoy living my life "without" friends. I started losing friends when I had to repeat a year in highschool and changed school, then I went to university for a few months and dropped. At that point I had almost no social life, cos my old friends were either working full time, studying away or in the army. And it was fine like that because I like the tranquility of a somewhat lonely life. Besides, you always have you family and online friends.
Then I had a girlfriend, in fact one of my older online friend, and for the first couple of years it was the best thing ever. But aside from distance, since traveling has always been a pain in the ass for me, I started to feel overwhelmed with responsibility and social life, and I had to ended it.
Long story shorty, I like being alone most of the time. I work alone in my own house, I play vidya, watch tv, go metal detecting in the beach, all alone most of the time. I see some of my cousins from time to time, as they are the closest thing I have to real life friends, and I mostly enjoy those moments.
I like single player games, but eventually I always find myself ending in some online game just to get some extra human contact. For example I've been playing ut2004 since xmas and there are many nice people there to have occasional chats. There are few times I miss having real life friends, like when I want to go somewhere but then I don't have a car so fuck myself. But other than that, it's good.
