>>20405126maybe you don't have the perspective for this, but do you ever feel like the city itself swallows up the soul? like we are in such inhuman conditions, that we claw and scrape our way to the top of this heap of shit? that everything we do is to avoid realizing the tragedy of our condition, and feeling superior to one another helps us think we have finally risen above?
i keep noticing that the most a city has to offer is a luxurious style of living, at the cost of a fulfilling life, and that things could always be worse, so that's why you must be grateful. it doesn't make sense to me anymore, but maybe i've just gone off the far end. help bring me perspective.
