>>20422714You know anon, im not really sure. I just said hi one day. Ive known her for 27 years and saw her out and about. Took her to the gun range just as a litmus test. Then we started hanging out more.
This woman loves me, i can almost do no wrong in her eyes.
I make sure not to treat her poorly but i dont play into her bullshit either. Shes a poor cook but a good lay has a beautiful face and as cliche as it is a pretty chill attitude. She dislikes brown people but trys to shield her kid from it as much as possible.and a great outdoors companion.(shes certainly fat but not obease to the point of detriment to physical activity like hiking camping canoeing)
Shes a good person she just fucked up in life with a previous marrige. So here i am wondering if its worth it amd what shes after, if its all a ploy to get my resources which feels likely.
Theres also the familial issue. My mother is fucking desperate for grandkids despite having 2 from my brother.
Idk what to do. Im not happy. But im not altogether unhappy, trying to find contentment has been a real challenge.
Im 5ft 9 avg looking and 170lb so i may as well be invisible to other women. Shes 5 9 and 200lb
