My sister and her fiance spent the afternoon with me because their wedding in a few weeks is in another state and i'm too special needs and sensitive hearing to go and I felt like a loser and thoughts telling me that he thinks I am hideous and disgusting and was made uncomfortable by my presence and scars and slurred voice and I bet he doesn't to be brothers in law with a disgusting freak

The pictures we took i tried to look happy in them but my posture and demeanor is repulsive and I look like a mutant compared to them because they are normal

I've also never been on a date even though I'm almost as old as them so I am pathetic and incompetent and worthless and should kill myself

I bet they won't want to touch the wedding gift that my mom paid for because it came from me who is a disgusting freak

I bet they thought I was creepy and annoying and wanted to get out of my dingy disabled subhuman apartment. It doesn't matter that I won't be there at their wedding because he's only seen me one other time and they've been together 7 years and they'll have all their successful normalnigger friends and family that they care way more about.
I am not important and hideous disgusting and worthless and should kill myself