for the 30y+
how you tough that you would be at 30?
married? with a 100% paid house? earning 10k/month ?

and how is the reality?
you have a house? you rent?
how much you each a month /year +-?
married? singles?
kids?


i tough that in my 30y i would at last:
-living outside this shithole in some 1ªcountry
-earning at last 10k a month
-maybe married but at last in a serious relationship
-100% paid house
-and at last 1kk in savings

reality:
33y
still living in the parents house
never even kissed
fat fuck
had diverticulitis and has a huge scar on fat belly
500k in savings in hu3nomey
earning 8k in senior c# dev
no friends
having a crisis seen salaries and that everyone seams to earn more than you
researching houses in your shithole neighborhood and the falling apart houses cost 450k even if i never did go to a party and save 90% of all i earn still cant afford a house....
felling a complete loser

no will power to do jackshit, i tell myself that i will get the fuck out of this shithole but never do.