>>20496310people, I mean it was a long time ago but I don't care at all anymore
I do my best to be nice and polite and happy to people because it makes me happy to not be a burden on anyone, but I refuse to know them.
The complexity of my upbringing always results in failure to pair bond, so I am always open to the opportunity of niceties and friendly behavior, but I refuse to be the pursuer in a one sided relationship
I would rather have hobbies