>>20497128I had teenage love (16) and it made me want to kill myself 2 years in, 6 years in total I wasted on an extremely beautiful but BPD manic girl that I wasn't even able to control without using physical force, which I didn't do as even a sharp slap would me in prison. I always cope with those lost years by thinking that the mind blowing pussy was worth my time, money and sanity, I can say now, it was not, not even the little happy moments of love without the sex was worth it.
Don't model your life on movies and most especially snapshots of other peoples happiness you may see, a lot of it can be ugly and brutal under the surface. I'm 30 next month and still "replicate" what you think is love with xx year old girls from time to time, the age excuse and coveting of teenage love is a cop out for men that weren't all that attractive for their entire lives in the first place, women and even teenage girls don't care about age as much as you think, you wouldn't believe the ages young girls sleep with and fall in love with, everywhere.
Do you want to know what I've learned from my teenage love and my relationships and affairs throughout my adult life? I'm not being facetious when I say this, I'm being serious, but you will never be fully satisfied in love for as long as women have as many social rights as they have right now. So don't chase the dragon of imagined happy fuzzy feelings, don't let your mind rot with the fear of missing out.
