>>20502968I'm stretching, obviously
But autism means many things, and i'm not sure what would be the right word to use it in your case, all i'm saying is that you clearly don't look like you're in touch with your environment, your peers, and your emotions
And you look pathetic trying to emulate a different personality while your true one bleeds all over the place
Labels aren't helping, i know it, but from my own experience, you can't move further in life trying to right against what you really are, i have been shitting on psychologists and psychiatrists my whole life, they're not great people for sure, but i'm talking about a personal level, you don't have to put a label on yourself to more further, just knowing what you're made of
There's no way to reach an elephant how to fly, sometimes, it's just a waste of time
That's why i think, if you have no intention of changing, that the amount of efforts may be too much for it, and that you'd be better off alone
That's just my opinion