I am having trouble seeing the point to life at all.

>Spend childhood poor
>work as soon as I was 15
>Graduate school, go to college
>end up with debt, spend the past 15 years paying it off
>marry HS sweetheart, she also goes to college and takes even more debt
>after decades of work, we both now bring in like 160K
>literally everything doubles in price, so feels like we are still poor.

I am married to the love of my life with 2 kids and I feel like life is as bad as it's ever been. My life is literally just work, childcare, and "getting by". My hobbies rarely get attention since I am fucking drained daily. Even if I could find the motivation to do what I want (in my 1 available hour a day to do it) and magically get in fantastic shape - what sort of world am I leaving behind for my kids? More expensive, less opportunities, literally just screens infront of everyone's face at all times, divisive politics, etc.

Why do people want to actually live this life and play this stupid fucking game? So their political team can "win" so they still get to work forever at jobs that make no difference but to make some gay-ass boss rich? Fuck everything, man.