>>20530350>I'll keep doing it until the last minuteThe only people that want to take others down with them are the ones that are alone.
If you want to stop thinking about him, you have to do something that occupies your thoughts. Jog, do physical exercise all the time. Have music with lyrics constanly playing; imagine the stories that they tell when you do.
Avoid reminding yourself of him at all costs. Delete all 4chan- and discord-related things off of your devices. Delete your old discord account and make a new one. Never go on this website again to not remind yourself. Read books when you aren't occupied, carry a hardcover book to read with you at all times.
Avoid having nothing to do, stay occupied with something at all times, and focus entirely on what you are doing at that moment. Do this for an entire year straight until it becomes habitual, and then you will become a fully-functional, normal human being.
