I am white, I am italian, I live in Italy, I am 30 years old, I have no diseases, I have no mental disorders, I have a Medical School degree, but I have never been able to find a cis female sexual partner.

Why is it so difficult to find a sexual partner? I have a lot of unsatisfied sexual desires, I would like to feel the wet pussy under my tongue and give girls orgams with it. I would like to feel their orgasm muscle contractions under my hands. I would like to feel the warmth of their skin. I would like to feel their tongue with my tongue. I would like to feel that they want to have sex with me in order to satisfy their sexual desires as I want to satisfy my sexual desires.

Why can't I have all of this?