Always had women into me since high school and frequently get looks and blatantly hit on by women on a weekly basis but brush them off because the attention feels weird and I’m socially awkward.

If I have reason to think I’m actually attractive how easy would it be to get laid and finally move past this horrible phase? No matter how much money I make or have my shit together, I still feel like a child because I have no dating experience.

Another hang up I have is I almost always seem to find myself fantasising about being with an older woman 10 years my senior. I'm not actually that into younger women.