>>20614474There's this chubby white girl and a mixed latina with brown hair who I *think* have shown interest in me (personally I'm gunning for the white girl) but I'm pretty fat, have embarrassing white stretch marks, have jock itch from pushing carts in the heat, and also have a thin 5 inch weiner..... I've lost a solid 25lbs there's been times where I lose 30lbs but instantly go back to 25-22. M-maybe I could go on a diet on Monday maybe? But I dunno I always go back to eating like shit
I'm also recovering socially from being a neet, I'm 20 and didn't have a job for 2 years and for another 3 i didn't talk to anybody in high school during covid so when those two girls tried talking to me I had no idea what to say, they would talk about college and getting a real job and what they're eating for lunch I was just like "Yeah...haha...". I can't even have conversations with other men either it goes the exact same way.
I'm trying to change tho, gonna see a dermatologist about the jock itch, I'm going to community College in August, I've been taking adult drivers ed courses so I can at least try to get my license. I also bought an actual adult outfit from Old Navy for the first time in 5 years.... fuck I look so fat in it but I quite literally don't have clothes or shoes from being shut in for so long, I'm still recovering from being a neet.
Now I just need to stick to a diet plan and nofap
