>>20616298100%. I nearly killed myself on those things. Everytime I hear a story of a celeb killing themselves it goes the same way:
was on meds.
Came off them.
Partied hard, seemed fucked up.
Went back on meds, seemed better.
2 days later killed their self.
Society can't accept ugliness so no one will tell you that the fucked up reckless phase is you struggling to come to terms with whatever your struggling with. Eventually there will be resolution and you'll be fine. When you take meds cos you're suffering you suppress that part, you can't live with part of you smothered, you don't realise the meds are the cause, you and hero yourself.
Ditch them.