>>20621547That thought grips me, every few weeks. It goes away, but it's never gone for good. In truth, it's not the fact that it's pointless that bugs me. It's the fact that i'm facing that pointlessness, surrounded by people who all seem to be neatly settled into their spot in the universe.
I don't know where I am. I barely know who I am. I got here by happenstance, every day I fear it'll all come tumbling down around me, and I numb that by talking to computer programs, anons, and buying expensive antiques so I feel like I have something to hold onto.
shit blows but at least I have girls und panzer on CD
