>itt I ramble
I had a US bank account, a Canadian bank account, a Swiss bank account, and several private islands.
I tried to kill myself at 16, with all this secret wealth, because someone told me that they were molesting me in my sleep (lie). I backed up my secrets to some CD-Roms (that were never checked by my family) and they were lost in a move. Now I don't even have a CD drive.
What drives me is spontaneity, growth, and comfort. I don't really have hope, because I'm an atheist, and I've lost contact with civilized species of space, so I sometimes wonder if the planet will just *blip* out of time. It could happen.
Anyhow, I guess if I were to say that I regret suicide, I'd feel less foolish than to say I'm for it. I just don't know how to explain that money isn't everything, but when you don't have it, you really wish for it. It helps with a lot of processes in our atmosphere. Gets the job done.
If I were to say that I hope, I suppose I hope for my earnings to be recognized. I worked alongside Elon Musk, ensuring his fortune, and I worked for at least 8 years at Google, Apple, Microsoft, and others before my suicide attempt in 2005.
tl;dr I have brain damage and I live a life of poverty as a social experiment gone awry (trigger warning: suicide attempt)
