i took a shower today because i feel meh. i took my meds then , and felt a bit better
i did my hair but im not caring for it, and i dont feel much for the idea of sleeping right now. i drew for a little bit last night but not as much as i usually do! : ( i feel jittery at the same time, but not very tired. i like the birds outside. ive wanted to get into birdwatching but it feels like another hobby ive put away for the time i ever move out..... i do want a yard someday. more of a yard than this. i might put out birdfeeders but theres a lot of stray cats around and id rather not see the lot of them get killed.im hungry but i dont want to eat much right now so i guess im not really? idk. just kind of .................. meh! i put on the same dirty dress so if i do go out later ill have to take another shower cus this one stinks blegh. my hair is wet so im kind of cold. not expecting anyone to fully read this slop, though cause it isnt interesting and just a blabber on my life
i wonder what my future will be. i do not have many skills and im rather lazy and slobbish, my desk is still a total mess and even more dishes have piled onto it. i still dont miss my friends really, and might mod my 3ds soon, and havent had a desire to do much other than browse forums a bit sometimes !
my grandma offered to bring me along with my cousin to the lake but it was too short notice and i didnt want to go. i also feel a bit embarrassed about my full coverage bathing suit; its a bit stand out ish and i wonder what they would think of me if i wore it despite me knowing why i do.

how is your morning going nonnie; how do you like your coffee if you drink it?