I've decided not to chase after unattainable goals. Family business provides and will provide enough money for me to lead a reasonably comfortable life.
>I am not going to study anymore, just ended up studying like a meth-head 3 days before exams anyway.
>I am not going to look for a girlfriend, I'd rather wait for the sex robots.
>I'm going to try for a job, just need a livable wage, don't spend much on myself anyway, except the cigarettes.

I think I'm going to try for contentedness instead of 'living up to my potential'. Fuck it, this world does not deserve anyone's best effort.