>>20798635I'm 35 and ended up in the hospital about 3 months ago. They gave me a 13.3% mortality rate over 90 days.
Being given a death number hit pretty hard and I thought about my mortality heavily for quite a while after that. If you don't like anything about your life now, change it no matter what it takes. This shit will be over a lot more quickly than most of us are ready for. Hell, even if you think you're ready for it I bet you're not.
Anyway, I've been in a resetting process since then. I went from 212lb to 167, getting a divorce, selling my house, etc. It's hell right now but it's got to be done