I finally realize why I've been so angry with jews.

I'm jealous, unironically.

I want a cohesive, close-knit community of like-minded people to hang with.
I want wealthy family members to pave the way for my future so I don't have to struggle.
I want to be immune to scrutiny and be allowed to cry victim whenever I'm attacked.
I want to be able to defend my people without fear of reprisal from the media, employers, and justice/legal system.
I want to have a homeland where only my people are allowed to live and the political leaders kill any and all outsiders without thought.
I want to control the largest economies in the world and manifest human destiny as I see fit.

But alas, I was born a white boy to a poor white family.

However I did manage to bag the greatest jewess on earth so maybe there's still hope.
Now that I know it's just jealousy, I hope to transform my hatred into recovery.