If you're born in the late 90s you can't even leave your country because you dropped out of university because the state of everything was so ugly and demoralizing and you need good goy diplomas to be able to live in another country because of the global goy mandatory visa programs implemented in recent history.

I don't want to "visit" for 6 months in Canada. I wanted to fucking live there since I was 11. (I was 11 in 2009)

all my friends were "coincidentally" all Canadian too growing up and I was always separated from them and it was hell.

In fact I would have qualified for Canadian citizenship by descent because a grandparent was Canadian but not really it was my grandparents sibling lol.

I actually had amazing grades in highschool and I got into uni twice but first time I got a dissociative trauma episode and got psych hospitalized for 3 months and forced to move back to Kuhmo from Helsinki.

Second time around was biology and psychology in Joensuu but my semester started in sep 2017 and I got immediately alienated and lonely even before corona hit

^^^ Correction
Sep 2017 was helsinki physics
Sep 2019 was joensuu biology+psychology

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