>>20831467you don't have to tell me I'm special
I have a perfect history of making pies, the whole time I'm here, on Earth, making pies and tarts... I have yet to fuckup a tart or a pie
I mean don't get me wrong sometimes when I do get high but have no sense of urgency about things I will actually just get lost in the sauce and do whatever, but I'm hypervigilant... possibly bordering on shizophrenia
if I smell urgency I on that shit, the problem arises when I'm too tired from physical exertion or when it's frankly obvious that I can't do everything in time meaning I'm fucked either way
like if you got 7 chores and you are on your 5th and you know 6 and 7 cannot be done today I'll just say fuck it and let 5 on the procrasti action cause I knoe I'll get fucked if only one of the chores is noticed unfinished
but this is more of a vindictive personality I developed, if my brain just listened to primal urges from cannabis consumption then I would totally do that shit until the time runs out, I just respect myself enough not to give a fuck and take a rest when necessary cause fuck fatigue dude, for real chronic pain is a bitch to handle
