What if a brighter existence lies beyond this mortal life? The physical pain you’d feel from committing suicide would be greatly-numbed by your body’s endorphins, then you would feel nothing; perhaps it would feel like falling asleep. Modern science cannot disprove the possibility of an after-life, or some sort of re-incarnation. I’ve thought about it a lot, and concluded that letting the room fill with carbon monoxide would be a painless way to escape the pain and despair I feel every day. I just need an appliance that emits CO. I have also considered purchasing a helium tank and a mask, which would achieve similar results. I have no money to purchase supplies, but when I receive my monthly cheque, I was consider investing in some rat-poison as an alternative. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can put myself out-of-my-misery for good? OP will deliver, I just need some prep time (maybe a week or so). I know I've been building up to this for awhile, I had just hoped there was another way to salvage things, but there's not. My fate seems etched-in-stone, and people's opinion of me cannot be swayed, so there is no sense in me trying.