I've noticed a few years back I have this strange obsession with rocks. I started collecting them about 10 years ago. What ever Rock I came across I would pick up & take home with me. Lately I have been having dreams about them. My dreams consist of sexual experiences with my rock collection. I will not go to into dept what the dreams are about, all I can say is, they are very intimate. Anyway I've been dating a girl for a year and a half now and she doesn't confront me about it, but I know she would like to get married. I know this because her friends informed me about it and I overheard her talking to her mother about it. Thing is, I'm in love with this one rock in my collection. It's so big & smooth and shiny. And it always makes me feel good. What should I do ?? I don't want to marry my girlfriend if I know I'm in love with my rock. It's not fair to her, it's not fair to me,and it's not fair to my rock.