My biggest mistake this summer vacation was spending hours on 4chan every day. Last summer vacation I got out around 6 pm every day. I didn't manage to change my sleeping cycle from working night shift. I hated myself for it and said I will try hard to do better this year. But I came out too late every day this year too, mostly because I wasted hours on 4chan. I'm never getting those hours back. Next summer I'll be 41. I really regret wasting those hours, really hate myself for it. I should have been out there talking to lots of girls. Instead I only talked to 19. There are more girls out earlier and they're more open to talking. How could I be this stupid? Fuck this gay fucking earth.