Tldr:
>high-school drop out (got GED)
>dad kicked me out
>went to different state
>went out to live on my on
>was homeless for awhile in my small ass car
>got job, apartment, etc.
>typical night shift wage slave
>my lease ends in November
>my mom is offering that I come stay with her and I get into community college
>I would have to force myself to become a full normie (I am your typical failed normie freak)
>the only real passion (which I would sign up for in college) I have is video game design, whether it's graphics, level design, coding, etc.
I would like to work for a company, but eventually make my own MOBA that I think would be extremely interesting and entertaining.
However I am a pessimistic retard, and everyone basically says I am depressed pessimistic retard.
I hate this country with every fiber of my being, I truly do, I'm aware of the JQ, all the shit that is going on, and I just know, I can never "unsee the truth" so to speak.