>>2095826Not gonna lie to you, anon. Sometimes I do miss her. She was really into oral sex and doing freaky things in public spaces. But I knew that it was really unfair for her to waste time with me and that it would get harder and harder to break up with her the longer I put it off.
If you've reach the stage where you rather jerk off that have sex with her, really, my advice is that you break up with her as soon as possible. This love she feels for you is never going to come naturally to you, you can pretend and go through the motions but that would just be theatrics.