I spent hours in archive again looking at old Moldova. I saw every single post made by him beforei came here (starting from late October 2021). He used to be so nice and gay back then, continued being like that for a while even after I came here, that's why I became so obsessed with him. Sadly there are some of you on board which haven't seen nice Moldova and I must tell you that he was truly nicest person in the world
Moldova, Moldova, why do you think that I I'll never stop annoying? Everyone can change. Was I always like this? No I wasn't. Eh how much I wish to see old Moldova once again in my life
Yes I shouldn't be here but things went differently in my life and I'm not sure what to do. Again I'm returning to what I said back then, which I took back later, I'm ready to stop chasing him (saying this hurts, I would have never said this before). He only had negative impact on my life and still does. Even though I only want good for him I don't seem to hold enough power to actually help him, I can't control people's minds. I think about him everyday but maybe I'll forget about, I wish to forget about him but I don't wish to forget about you, I want to always remember you, I saw you in my dreams 2 times since we talked last time. Wish I could really change the past.
When I started looking at those old posts today at first I was filled with hatred but then all the anger went away when I realized how wrong I was, you were just a dumb kid having fun and I took everything too seriously.