>>20998093I would do everything to have an opportunity to talk with him 1-on-1, to talk with him like a normal person.
Aaaaa he has talked with so many people and so many of them have betrayed and hurt him in some way. I would never and somehow I'm the one he hates and doesn't want to talk with because of my past mistakes, why do I have to suffer like this? I met a perfect person, person so similar to me, person who I would never get bored of, I'll never meet anyone like him ever again because it's literally impossible for anyone like him to exist.
I made a mistake, mistakes were followed by even bigger mistakes. I needed a help, one person could have changed everything, and what did he do? Destroyed everything, what does that person deserve? He wasn't losing anything from it, he would actually gain lots from it, but he needed more, he needed money and even now when I have sent him money and still want to send him more he doesn't seem to care about it. He could have saved me, he could have given me happy life without much effort and in return I would have done everything fom him, he would have been rewarded for his acts and one day he too would have found love. He destroyed my life and most importantly he destroyed his own life.