I grew up watching anime woman who are beautiful, kind, capable of love and loyalty and now I’m 20 and have to deal with the reality of real life woman who are not beautiful after 20, not kind to put it lightly, and frankly not capable of love or loyalty not even to their children. Why should I even bother if I can’t get a 1000 year old but looks 18 demon woman who doesn’t talk and loved me unconditionally?