>>21017964i know. but i think i'd rather bow out gracefully than fall behind.
it's sort of like, a young female's music career. when she's new, she's all that, but then she hits 30 and she's just hit a wall where she's not hot to hollywood anymore, she's not funny because she hasn't acted since she was a teenager, so she can either be the best singer, or fade away.
that's going to be me, in about 10 years. i won't be able to do anything else with my life, because i don't know how, so i can either be the greatest fighter i can be, or i can just hide.
i'm good at hiding.