>>21023777i think i need not
i had a gf before & i am attracted to girls. i see such thoughts simply as a cope mechanism my brain uses because of some poor life choices that introduced a destabilizing effect on my life. & I simply know i will hate living with a man.
however, i can't properly clear the stack of things i want or have to do, if I let fantasies live there 24/7, so playing on them in my head is the best middle ground i can come up with at this point of my life i think. when things will finally get better, i know my brain will stop nuking me with this horrible shit.
