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I had an epiphany recently. Most of the guys here, including myself, keep bashing women for all their problems but the truth is far from that.
In my case, myself and my parents are to blame. My mother might be the most conservative woman on this earth, literally had zero social life since 1st grade. I couldn't play outside, couldn't play video games and didn't even encourage any hobbies. Religion was the only thing she pushed on me.
My father was a piece of shit. Atleast my mom cared for my physical well being but my dad was always absent(physically present but emotionally not there). He even cheated on my mom and gaslight her badly, which in turn made mom more protective of me. I was always jealous of classmates dads teaching them baseball, basketball, driving. I keep bashing him emotionally every day of all the mistakes he did, it has wore him down but I dont care.
The last piece of puzzle is myself. I developed laziness early during childhood. My parents didn't correct that as usual and I lost so many economic and social opportunities because of that. Being a loner, I developed porn addiction also.
I see a lot of Elliot Rodger in myself. I developed huge social anxiety and inferiority complex ( I'm 6'2") due to my parents upbringing,as I discussed above.
I was afraid to talk to girls or even boys outside of my classmates, I always thought I wouldn't able to converse with them and would be ridiculed. Only when I joined my first job, I started talking but it was already too late.
I want to hear others stories!
In my case, myself and my parents are to blame. My mother might be the most conservative woman on this earth, literally had zero social life since 1st grade. I couldn't play outside, couldn't play video games and didn't even encourage any hobbies. Religion was the only thing she pushed on me.
My father was a piece of shit. Atleast my mom cared for my physical well being but my dad was always absent(physically present but emotionally not there). He even cheated on my mom and gaslight her badly, which in turn made mom more protective of me. I was always jealous of classmates dads teaching them baseball, basketball, driving. I keep bashing him emotionally every day of all the mistakes he did, it has wore him down but I dont care.
The last piece of puzzle is myself. I developed laziness early during childhood. My parents didn't correct that as usual and I lost so many economic and social opportunities because of that. Being a loner, I developed porn addiction also.
I see a lot of Elliot Rodger in myself. I developed huge social anxiety and inferiority complex ( I'm 6'2") due to my parents upbringing,as I discussed above.
I was afraid to talk to girls or even boys outside of my classmates, I always thought I wouldn't able to converse with them and would be ridiculed. Only when I joined my first job, I started talking but it was already too late.
I want to hear others stories!
