>>21049955>There was more nuiance to it than "SOMEONE STUCK A NEEDLE IN MY BALLS, HALP" but I won't bore you with the details. My ED fixed itself so is no longer a triggering factor.I understand, I myself have suffered from delusions in the past and there was always some intricate web of information I would have which explained my thoughts, it wasn't just waking up one day and deciding the FBI was after me
But at the end of the day it is that sort of belief, which is unchanged by evidence, which is considered delusional no matter how much you are able to put it into context
You would not be boring me at all with the details, I am interested in what your actual conclusions were and how you reached them
>How should I broach the topic of treating mania episodes instead of my current medical health routine? If your current team of doctors are indifferent enough to treat you this way I would start off by finding a different more competent and caring team to treat you
>What drugs could I ask for and what are the side effects of those drugs? Is that even the right route to take? If they evaluate you and determine your previous episodes were manic, then they will come up with a list of meds themselves, I don't want to put words in your mouth as mood disorders can be fickle to treat and they would have the most experience in treating them
>My current team simply do not care about anything other than me taking 60mg of flupenthixol (depo) for paranoid schizophreniaAgain that is them being so neglectful and uninterested in the actual situation it angers me greatly
>No one told me the outcome of long term antipsychotic use could lead to such extreme conditions.Another thing which pisses me off. It is the responsibility of the prescriber to thoroughly explain these well known and very serious side effects, and prepare you for them accordingly.
