>>21057016I’m a pacifist and would mostly prefer for them to just leave me alone. I feel like I’ve tried everything. I’ve complained to the landlords as nauseam and have tried to get them kicked out for doing drugs. The landlord(s) pity them and this occurs at the expense of my relationship with the landlords. They are Ethiopian and make great food, very talented cooks.
I think my roommates suspect that I don’t appreciate them because one is a rapper and wants “glass” (crystal meth) and the other is 48, Death Row Records up your ass and ebonics. I think the one way to actual resolution and “peace” is to accept sadism and abuse and talk and act like them (thug life, crime is honor, transgression is truth, Trump is probably Jesus Christ, etc.).
Have tried seemingly everything, I’m gaining weight from the despair. Again, I’m a pacifist and just want to be left alone, they are fragile narcissists and extroverted, I’m introverted and my life doesn’t actually intersect with theirs except by virtue of living here.