>>21063115>I got nothing. I'm a recluse with no friends or lovers>I tell myself it's what I enjoy but it's caused me so much lonelinessBeing alone and feeling lonely often means you're in the worst company - yourself.
Luckily you can change yourself. It's not as easy as when you are young, but that being said, you're not dead yet.
>I tell myself it's what I enjoy but it's caused me so much lonelinessJoy can be found even in solitude, Anon.
The best thing about solitude is that it allows you to do whatever you like, even though it's doesn't seem "healthy" to everyone.
>I've done this for so long that I don't know how to change or if I even want toIt’s understandable to feel stuck when you’ve been in a pattern for a long time.
What's one small thing you can do to introduce a new element into your life? I'm talking about something social. It might help you to see where the problem lies, whether it's the lack of people in your life or simply the need to better yourself.
A simple indication and then a push in the right direction.
>>21063117>That terror that you know will come when it's your time.Your thoughts on death and the desire to be at home rather than in a foreign land reflect deeply on your emotions.
Tell me, does these concerns stem from a genuine fear for yourself and your beloved ones or are these simply childish worries?
Claiming that the government is evil might be a way to justify avoiding uncomfortable truths about your own behavior.
>>21063118>I'm fucking fantastic anonVery confident. The energy you're expressing is strong.
How do you plan to channel that momentum?
Remember, every decision you've made in your life has crystallized into one single word - Now.
