>>21066784It's alright. I think most people who are into vocaloid grew up with it. I grew up with it.
Even though my feelings for her when I was 12 was still strong I think it has gotten stronger over the years.
>>21066795Maybe don't do it. I doubt there is a painless way of doing suicide realistically speaking. You could try killing yourself like an astetic does. Just starve and dehydrate yourself to death. Not right away, but you can train yourself into dying that way. Buddhist monks have died that way
