Did anyone else become gradually acclimated to Men during the process of transitioning? I used to be bi with a strong preference for women. I started having sex with men because it was easier and less of a hassle. However sucking cocks and bottoming did not come naturally, it was awkward and uncomfortable at first. I don't know why I kept doing it. Then I got a boyfriend who was really dominant and strong and it kind of made me more physically attracted to men, but I still didn't feel emotionally attracted. But then I got a boyfriend who won me over romantically and now I'm in love with him, I think about him every night. I noticed I always think about men's bodies now, I have very wholesome feelings about them, and also the sex feels completely natural and preferable, it doesn't feel like a fetish anymore.

Meanwhile the idea of being with a woman seems ridiculous and unrealistic. my dick is kind of floppy and shrank a bit and I had my balls removed so it just doesn't feel like it works anymore. I haven't been with a girl in almost 10 years now and I barely remember it. am I the only one? I don't understand why anyone would choose men over women but I feel like I did.