>>21109369Idk, but you should probably see a psychiatrist. Not even to get prescribed drugs, just to figure out why you find this sexually attractive.
I personally never found anything aggressive to be sexually attractive. I don't like choking, slapping, biting or pinching. It's a turn off. Especially the extremes like cutting, bloodletting, asphyxiation, etc.
Most humans truly are just chimpanzees with technology. Totally controlled by short-term pleasures, emotions and a false sense of superiority, driven by preconceived ideologies.
Your sexual attraction to torture/pain might just be a twisted and fetishized version of why most people think revenge-torture is acceptable.
