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Thread from yesterday: https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/480103255/#480103255
This question goes out there for the actual national socialists/fascists and not the cuckservatives who worship Israel.
I'm 26 years old and I'm a German Romanian living in Southern Germany(father is German and also my first and last name). My life is and was not the best since I got huge identity issues and depression. I feel like I'm not really German and or Romanian, so I basically don't really belong to either of these countries
I got redpilled in 2018 but the covid hoax broke me and I couldn't believe/can't believe how dumb the people are - like they don't care about more and more third worlders in the country and wanted unvaccinated ones gone.
This thing and not achieving anything has led me to huge depression and despairness. I use alcohol and other addictions daily for 3+ years and couldn't beat my porn addiction of 16+ years yet.
But I want to change and start a sober September for myself. I also have no job currently and thought about living abroad in the future but I'm not really sure.
Facts about me:
>self esteem and identity issues
>OCD like sometimes it's nothing and sometimes it's a huge problem
>177 cm tall (5'9) and 93 kg (204/205 lbs)
>no job
>can't cook or do basic stuff
>can't commit to anything (been going to the gym for around 9 years but look fat as shit now)
>huge addictive personality (like I get addicted so fast)
>feel alone even though I have friends and family
>protestant. I do pray to Jesus and God almost every night
How do you/did you beat the doomer mindset and depression? Sorry for the vent, but I just needed to get it out.
Sometimes I feel like living abroad for a while will solve my issues but I'm not sure.
This question goes out there for the actual national socialists/fascists and not the cuckservatives who worship Israel.
I'm 26 years old and I'm a German Romanian living in Southern Germany(father is German and also my first and last name). My life is and was not the best since I got huge identity issues and depression. I feel like I'm not really German and or Romanian, so I basically don't really belong to either of these countries
I got redpilled in 2018 but the covid hoax broke me and I couldn't believe/can't believe how dumb the people are - like they don't care about more and more third worlders in the country and wanted unvaccinated ones gone.
This thing and not achieving anything has led me to huge depression and despairness. I use alcohol and other addictions daily for 3+ years and couldn't beat my porn addiction of 16+ years yet.
But I want to change and start a sober September for myself. I also have no job currently and thought about living abroad in the future but I'm not really sure.
Facts about me:
>self esteem and identity issues
>OCD like sometimes it's nothing and sometimes it's a huge problem
>177 cm tall (5'9) and 93 kg (204/205 lbs)
>no job
>can't cook or do basic stuff
>can't commit to anything (been going to the gym for around 9 years but look fat as shit now)
>huge addictive personality (like I get addicted so fast)
>feel alone even though I have friends and family
>protestant. I do pray to Jesus and God almost every night
How do you/did you beat the doomer mindset and depression? Sorry for the vent, but I just needed to get it out.
Sometimes I feel like living abroad for a while will solve my issues but I'm not sure.
