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I am a man with a normal daily life, I need to work, pay the bills, I have a girlfriend and I am not one of those weird guys from 4chan who are fanatics about violence or pornography, the problem is that I enlisted in the army when I came of age, because being a soldier was my dream, but I was discharged, so I studied and enrolled in a PMC academy, after a while I graduated, I was in the conflict between Uganda and Rwanda, in Kisangani in the 2000s, and in other wars and conflicts irrelevant to history, such as terrorism and drug wars or rescues, because of this I had to change my name, it is a rule when acting as a private soldier, a few years after your services you can claim your baptismal name, but I preferred to disappear even from my family, I do not even know if my parents or my brothers are alive, the last time I spoke to my mother was to send her money to help her with my brothers to "compensate" for my choice, fighting in the war is something rewarding, it is as if it were a sport to decide who will get the most out of it something, and being able to both save and take lives for a greater good, is wonderful, the adrenaline of being in a place where any wrong step can result in hundreds of deaths, or hundreds of lives saved, is something surreal, it's much better than any other addiction, any drug, it's better than sex, and I miss that feeling, nowadays I've already retired from that career because it's no longer necessary, it's been about 6 years, today I'm a programmer, I seem to be a very nice middle-aged man, I have many friends and I'm trying to start a family, but I have some traumas because of all this, I'm still very paranoid, protective, and whenever someone gets angry I want to hit them, not to mention that socially I'm completely unstable but I think I've had a good life so far...
